Wednesday, January 25, 2006

God, Can You Hear Me??

God, Can You Hear Me???

I found God stretched out on the sidewalk.
He laid face down on the concrete
Hair muddled in a pool of blood,
Breath barely present,
An inkling of life still in his eyes.

There was God, dying on the sidewalk
With countless people walking by.
No one dared to touch him, or even look his way.
So I sprinted to God’s side and I asked him,
"God! God! Can you hear me?”
He murmured, “ Indeed. I hear you.”
I rolled God onto his back and asked,
“Who did this to you?”
”The people,” he said. “The people did this to me.”

Now I was confused and confound
Because I was used to God being the most powerful around.
So sitting on the sidewalk,
I held God in my arms.
He whispered in my ear, telling me stories
Of how he walked with Adam in the garden
And flooded the earth with his liquid fury,
His conversation with Moses on the mount.
He shared with me his memoirs of Babylon and her gardens
And how he cried when his son died.
Then he talked to me for a few more moments.
While he whispered to me the secrets of the universe
He died
Right there in my arms he died.
No one noticed
The entity that created the world, destroyed it, and renewed it again
Right there in my arms.
And no one noticed.

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Adovasio Ain't Got Shit On Me!!!!!

(Adovasio is my World Cultures professor)I know I did damn well on my World Cultures' midterm!!!! It only took 2.5 hours while most people took about 3.5-5 hours. Not ony did take shorter time but I put in a lot of detail. I worked my ass off studying for a week and a half. I better get at least a B or this wise man will get ignorant.

This wise man did get ignorant last Thursday. I cussed out my girlfriend's roommate Melissa. It took her two weeks to do them damn dishes and only when I threatened to do them. While she was cleaning dishes, the rest of the apartment was done by me and the other roommate and my gf. I go to mop the floor and Melissa started laughing!!! I went flipmode on that ass. I calle dher trifling and everything. This is an adult who is soooooo lazy!! It should never take two weeks to do dishes. I went off on how no one should have to keep after her and how you have no reason to laugh at someone who is helping you clean. I may have been wrong but someone has to say something. My girlfriend and the other roommate are too nice to go flipmode. I am not. I tell it how it is.

Tomorrow (Thursday) I go weigh myself. I have been strictly following my diet. Well, tonight I drank orange juice after 9 instead of water but other than that, I have been doing fine. I am the perfect exampleof being able to do small changes in my diet with good results. I am not starving myself or anything. Just small changes to my diet and consistant excercise have givenme good results so far. Plus I am not trying to lose too much weight, just only 7-8 pounds.

I am feeling good. I have been motivated with my diet and school work. It is amazing. I am in a good space. I hope things continue to go well.

Friday, January 13, 2006

This Diet Thing

I have lost 3 pounds this week!!!! I am soooooo proud of myself. I was curious to see if my diet would work because it seemed a little too simple. It consists of no fried foods, no soda, and no eating or drinking anything but water after 9pm. So far it has worked. I only have to lose 4 more pounds by February 4th. That should be easy as pie. It has been hard but I have been faithful to it.
I have an insane week coming up though. I have two tough test next week. One in my World Cultures class and another in my Paleoanthropology I class. I have been studying a whole lot. I really need to do well because these classes are in my major. All I have to do is study.

I really do not have much to say. Until next time...

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Back On The Grind

I am now back at school; on my daily grind. It feels good being back. I know it sounds crazy but it is true. When I am at school, I feel more productuve. I really do not do anything when I am home. Oh well.

I have an interesting dilemma right now. I have to lose weight. I know most of you are saying "wtf!?!?!?!?!?! You are skinny. Why are you losing weight?" I have to for boxing. In order for me to compete at the weight class of 165, I have to lose the wieght. Right now I am at 172 so I need to lose 7 pounds. I have an interesting diet. No fried foods, no soda, and no eating after 9pm. The fried foods is easy but the 9pm thing is hard. My metablism is to the point where I have to eat almost every 3 hours. Plus I stay up late. So I am running around here being more moody than a pregnant woman craving pickles and ice cream. So my diet is simple. I think I can do it. So far I have followed it. My girlfriend thinks im crazy because I would not drink apple juice after 9pm, I would only drink water. Oh well. I will keep you up to date on how that is going. I want to lose the weight healthily, not crash and burn and end up losing energy.

Let me get going. I just woke up and I need to brush my teeth. I cannot be having "hot wtf" breath.