I have been thinking a lot about my future. I am a Black college student who is still trying to decide about what I will do. I know I want to be an archaeologist. I just am afraid I will hate it. I have been thinking this but it was really brought home one day while at work. Here is the situation:
I am in the lab working and I say, "I hate this job. It is insulting to my intelligence. Once I get my degree, I am never doing this dumb shit." (We were cleaning "lithics aka debitage from stone tools. I call it scrubbing rocks
Someone comes along and says, " Well, all that archaeologists do is this."
I heard this and I got a little worried. You mean to tell me that essentially $100,000 is being spent (it may not be my money but it is still a waste.) so i can do the same menial, intelligence-insulting work I am doing now. I have decided that if I become disillusioned with my field, I will teach. Here comes another situation:
" I am going to teach", I say.
"That is a waste of your degree", my "friend" Melissa says.
I dont understand this logic. Is it such waste to become a teacher? No!! What is a waste is to get a degree to do the same bullshit I am doing now. That is a waste!!! I am not settling to do lab work. I actually refuse to do it. My experience with it has sucked. Nothing I do in that lab is actually important and you dont need a college education to do what any of us are doing. I am going to focus on the field, actually being at the sites. I feel I can make my career whatever I want. People can settle for less but I wont. I refuse to settle for it. I dont settle for less.
2 comments:
HaHa disillusionment I am learning is the only thing which makes us human. If we believe we have it from the start, and we never ever question whether we're heading in the right direction, we probably are heading towards failure or unhappiness. Keep your head up, you are going to make it, besides who else will help my crazy @** get to the top.
Holla
Christopher aka CNEL
I think people call teaching a waste because in most fields, its not nearly the money maker that the actual job would be. People can rarely see past money. What did you think archaeologists did?
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