2 AM Musings

I have been thinking of proposing my girlfriend.

We have discussed it before. She wants to get married. She just never said she wants to marry me. I wtell her she should propose to me (semi-seriously). She said she would if she could guarantee I would say  es. (I am still trying to interpret that...).

All I know is that I love her. A lot. I want to be with her. I just worry that I am not mentaly and emotionally together enough to make that step.

Guess I need to ask my shrink.